| You'll shoot your eye out |
[Dec. 18th, 2007|12:27 am] |
Oh my goodness. I'm absolutely disgusted!! Disgusted!!!!!!!!!!!!! I took a Christmas Story quiz on facebook and I missed a question!!!! I've watched that movie every christmas eve plus a few other times since I ws BORN!!!!! This sucks!!!
Also it started raining tonight. The last night that I'm here and it rains! And I failed my math final which means there's no way I'm going to pass math. Other than that I'm so excited to go home for the holidays!!! I can't wait! I get to see Jeanette, and everyone love weeeeeeee!!!!!!
Oh and Angie...proprs on the chistmas story icon. Easily the one of the best christmas movies of all time!! You know, up there with claymation Rudolf. Has anyone seen that lately?? I saw it a couple weeks ago. There are so many hidden messages in it. The main story is really talking about gay kids and how it was unnacceptable to show it to the public so they were forced to hide it from the world, like Rudolf had to hide his nose. And the father was like nooo!! You can't go out in public like that!!! You have to and try out for the flying reinndeer's team, when all he really wanted to do was skip and sin with his dentist elf friend. I tell ya, this world.
Happy Holidays!! |
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| S.O.S. to my mother. Take the henges off the door |
[Dec. 7th, 2007|02:35 am] |
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So, I went to the Tegan and Sara concert tonight and it was the most amaizing thing I've seen in a really long time!!! They're absolutely brilliant live!!! They are so funny to. They started this one song and right at the beggining someone put (a light toss) a gift for them on stage so Sara held up her hand and said "woa woa woa. What's this" and then other people started tossing gifts on stage and she would pick each one up and say what they were. She then told the audience that they really shouldn't be throwing objects up on stage "unless it's money or jewels." (Sara) The best part of the night was right before they were about to sing, Back in to you head and I shouted, when it was dead silent, "MARRY ME!!!" And Tegan laughed into her microphone because of it and sara gave a smile and a silent giggle. It makes me smile to just think of it. I think that is going to be my happy thought for now on for the rest of my life!!!! |
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| Tomorrow's the test |
[Dec. 1st, 2007|01:15 am] |
Tomorrow I have my english final, I know I know, on a saturday...it sucks. And it's a 200 point essay. I'm not stressing too much over it, and I'm just trying to think positively. The only thing that is upsetting to me is that now, at 1 20 in the morning, 5 of my roomates decide that they want to go get high in one of our rooms. Now, they get High at least 4 or 5 times a week, but the English final that is tomorrow is at 8 in the morning!!!
I think 4 of them have they're finls tomorrow too!!! Which sucks because they don't give and "f" about their grades which means they certainly don't care how it is going to affect me. I've asked all to try and keep it down because I want to try and get some sleep for the final, and they all agnolliged it, and now are being so loud that it makes me want to scream! Well goodnight. Hopefully I'll be able to sleep in the next hour or so....I doubt it though with them being assholes. |
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| Day 27 |
[Nov. 27th, 2007|01:05 am] |
Well it's day 27 of November, so Happy 27th!
So here's what needs to happen for me to pass school:
I had a quiz in math today and I need to have aced it. And then I have another math midterm next monday (which will be our 3rd and final midterm in math) and I need to Ace that as well. Then I have my Math final on the 17th, and if I don't get an A on that a too, then I won't pass the class.
In English, I have a 8 page research paper do this thursday and one of my resources needs to be a live interview, and I'm waiting for he bitch at the Financial Aid office to call me back so that I can interview her and finish my paper by this thursday. I should be studying for our 10th and final test in English later today, and I just realized that I lost my book that I need to be reading out of(there's 80 dollars down the fucking drain!! This just goes perfect with e not wanting to spend my parents money! Isn't life just funny like that? When you think life couldn't suck any worse, it's there right behind you to kick you down a figurative flight of fucking stairs!!!), so I'm definitely going to fail this last test. I have my english final this saturday at 8 in the morning, and lets just say, my past few in class essays haven't recieved the best of praise, so hopefully this last one will. Then I have to draw up pictures and memorize my unfinished research paper to present to the class.
Making a documentary couldn't be any worse seeing how my group hates me, even though I filmed a majority of the documentary without them, sorry I don't know how to edit film, assholes! Today in class my teacher, on top of wanting our documentaries due next week also assigned us a 7 page research paper due next monday too!! Oh hurrray!!
If that isn't enough to kill me then I just might do the job myself. Goodnight. |
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| Spiralling Down |
[Nov. 25th, 2007|11:34 pm] |
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Things dont seem to be getting any better. If anything, they seem almost as bad as when I first started out the school year except now I don't eat meals alone...for the most part. It's so hard to keep it all in, but I don't want it to show because I don't want my parents to feel that it is anything they did. They're both working really hard to put me and my brother through school. My only motivation to try and make it through, is that I need to do this for them. Before my motivation used to be that Jeanette would be here next fall semester, but thinking of that only made me that much more depressed because it's still so very far away. She says it's not, but to me, it's not even in site right now. I have so much stress built up that the smallest things set me off or make me panic and depressed. Today, I realized that I don't know where my sweatshirt is, I mean, it can't be in too many diferent places, but just thinking of it missing stressed me out so badly. I thought that because I don't have my sweatshirt I have to weare my old one (which is dirty) or my jacket, which it isn't cold enough to weare. Then I thought of how much money it costs, and hearing in the back of my head my mom saying "It doesn't matter. We can buy you a new one" But it does matter. Becuase I hate how much money they spend on me. And then I think of all the money they are spending on me, and it hurts me. Then I got stressed out because I was writing in a notebook and I only had one more word left to write in the sentence but i couldn't fit on the line, there wasn't enough room, and I didn't want to put one word on a line by itself!! These things should not panic people so why is it effecting me. When I get the least bit stressed, I scratch the back of my neck. I claw at it so that it won't leave a mark but so I could imagine ripping the flesh off of me. I don't know why, I don't know how to stop it. And when I'm in these stages of depression, all I do is think about all the bad things in my life. Leaving my home after Thanksgiving Break was the hardest since I left for the first day of school. I don't want to be here anymore...but I have to be. |
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| Where to begin? |
[Nov. 15th, 2007|02:16 am] |
So, last weekend I went to visit mildred, in san lui, and it was a ll good until sunday night. In a nut shell, Mildred got mad at me, I got mad at her, I stormed out of her apartment (very drunk) and went and knocked on some randome apartment's door because I heard music from outside, they let me in (I said "I'm drunk" while throwing my arms up in the air, they replide "So are we!!!" doing the same with their arms) I made new friends, Mildred found me, I cam back with her, we had a huge argument, and we're still unsure where we stand in our fight seeing how half way throught the fight my eyes rolled back into my head and I stopped breathing. Yeah, alcohol is no fun when it affects your breathing. So Mildred and Brittney took care of me for about an hour and a half in which the whole time I was having trouble breathing, and almost took me to the hospitol. They let me call Jeanette becuase I kept asking to see her and they had to tell me that I wasn't in Dixon, and I pretty sure, even though I don't remember what I said, I was quite histerical, but I think that phone called helped me alot because after hat they said I started to calm down and breath properly. Then I left San Lui.
Here, things were kind of stressful, The Tegan and Sara concert tickets that I bought 4 or 5 days ago weren't charged to my card yet and I was thinking that the order was canceled since I gave the wrong billing adress and had to change it, but then I looked at my account tuesday and it was finally charged, yay!! I have a lot and a lot of math HW to do. Haley is in town so I'm going down tomorrow...well more like today now that it is thrsday, to see her and Jeanette. I went and saw Evanescence for free today at my school, it was really really good (I love her voice!!). The crowd was so cool and so into it, and I met up with sammy because she went too!!!!
Wasn't it great sammy?!!
Now I need to sleep because I have an in-class essay tomorrow which I dreading, and if I don't go to bed now I'll drive off the before I get to see Jeanette and Haley. NIght. |
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| San Lui |
[Nov. 11th, 2007|02:30 pm] |
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So I'm in San Luis Obispo right now and don't have to leave until tomorrow. It's going to suck to drive back, but I only have three days of school and then I'm going to Dixon and I get to see Jeanette and Haley!!! It's going to be cool, I haven't seen Haley in Months!!! So, the first day that I was here we went to the best Japanese resturaunt that I've ever been too, and then the rest of the night was no big deal, just a margarita or two, you know, casual drinking, no getting drunk. Second day we woke up late, watched Top Model re-runs for a while got ready and went to the beach to look at the stars. Then we came back and made Fajitas!! They were delicious!! I tried a yegar Bomb...well 2, but they were good. (sorry I don't know how to really spell yegar) Then I actually ended up talking to Ian Hull (who happens to be Mildred's neighbor), I know what you're thinking, gross. Yes he looks like a pig (like all his family does) and sure he's really annoying for the most part. But, it turns out, he's not all that bad when he's drunk. Well, anyway I have one more day here and I want to have fun, talk to you later. |
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| Remember Remember |
[Nov. 5th, 2007|01:09 am] |
"Remember Remember the 5th of November
gun powder, treason, and plot.
I see no reason why gun powder, treason
should ever be forgot"
So I was having a good day today, I'm very moody though and now I'm in a bad mood. I know I shouldn't be but I am. I'm going to SF Tuesday night "so those who are there, should be very aware, your time you shall share, with me to sit and stair." That lame poem I just made basically means, hey angie, I'm going to be at your school tuesday night for a bit so us all need to hang out. ok?
Oh, I hate being in bad moods. Even that stupid poem didn't cheer me up.
P.S. I've discovered that I need to adjust my top 27 models and move Joanie (from cycle 6) all the way up to number 3, yes that's right, I love her. |
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| SO Intense!!!! |
[Nov. 1st, 2007|05:09 pm] |
So, Tuesday was definitely an interesting day, I thought it was a pretty great day because I got my sociology mid-term back and I got a B on it so I was pretty excited! I went back to my room after dinner to work on a term paper, and about 9 ish or 9 30 ish there was a fucking EARTHQUAKE in San Jose!!! Easily the scariest moment of my life. I'm on the 6th floor of my building and that mother was shaking!!! The whole building was moving and it got my heart racing for like a half an hour. First it started shaking, I don't even know what I was thinking, I'm glad I had a roomate who was shouting out helpful smart things to do like stand under doorways, because I had no thoughts in my head. I actually ran to my comuter first and set an email that I was just about to send when it started, and then I ran to a doorway. It was still shaking so we ran out into the main hallway and there were so many people out in the hall screaming and girls were crying and then finally it stopped. It was like a minute. and then I was just shaking after that. My neighbors were out a=in the hall and they were all like MacDaddy (that's my name) and we were all hugging and shaken up and it was scary! I could have died! I'm glad that fucking building didn't topple over because I have a long fucking way to fall.
Then it was Halloween, me and Jeanette went to SF and although we didn't do too much I still had fun.
Now I'm in sociology class and it's not very exciting. |
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| If you like... |
[Oct. 26th, 2007|03:01 am] |
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If you like the Yeah yeah yeahs, regina spektor, rilo kylie, or feist, then you should listen to Tegan and Sara. They're 27 year old twin sisters from Canada, and they basically rock!!! They've done a few songs for Grey's Anatomy and Iove a lot of their music. |
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